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last night during the film festival I sat in the second row neck tilted up toward the enormous screen strangers on every side of me the blind man kayaking whitewater as his friends called to him, and called to him, my face flooded with tears


Remember Lonnie, I wrote, and

My favorite word: Remember



I have been feeling so weak, but I know that I know how to be strong. I just forgot for a little while


It's not fair that I have to clean up after all this, but nevertheless it's my responsibility


So I will feel it, I will feel all of it, come on then, come on, I know that I can not take but receive it, and I know that I can let it go



I am at a point where the only way out is through