Am I too loyal?
Why am I trying so hard
Is reciprocation possible
Why do so many people seem to not give a shit
Are we so broken?
Is it really that hard to care?
I feel like I'm nothing but caring
It tenses my shoulders, stiffens my inner thighs
Yes he's kind now but what about all the years before this
What about six months from now
Haven't you waited long enough
So much of his growth at my expense
And what about June
Do I ever get a turn to be bad?
I miss my Dad so much
I just want to talk to him
It was your turn, maybe
I won't read too much in to it
I'm trying not to get attached to people or to outcomes
You're on your own, kid
I'm covered in poison ivy
The cat didn't mean it but he scratched my arm and I bled
